“If I could change the past, would I still choose you?”

In If I Could, B. Celeste crafts a deeply emotional dark romance that explores the ache of regret, the raw truth of trauma, and the impossible choices that define who we become. This is not a love story wrapped in perfection—it’s one forged in pain, missteps, and the fragile hope for something more.

Elliot was never supposed to fall for Emerson—the charming, emotionally unavailable boy with a haunted heart. But fall she did, hard and fast, against all reason. Their connection is undeniable, but so are the cracks: secrets, jealousy, manipulation, and wounds too deep to name.

When tragedy strikes and everything they know crumbles, Elliot must ask herself:

Was loving him worth the cost of losing herself?

Can some mistakes ever be forgiven?

And most painfully… if she had the chance to go back—would she do it all again?

B. Celeste delivers an intimate portrait of a toxic love that feels all too real. It’s about the quiet ways people can break each other, the loud cries of a heart that won’t give up, and the bravery it takes to choose yourself—even when it hurts.

This gripping tale of emotional survival is perfect for readers who crave stories that sit with them long after the last page.

Now available as a Free pdf download on Bookdio, If I Could is an unforgettable entry in your free books download collection that blends heartbreak with healing in the most authentic way.